I been dranking
I’m writing this at 11:57 pm 1/8/21.
Currently watching “The Proposal”
Tonight’s topic: love.
First thought that invades my mind;
This. Shit. Sucks.
Love is unpredictable. Exhilarating. Confusing. Passionate. Heartbreaking. Soothing. Jealous. Comforting; ETC, ETC!!!!!!!!
But my favorite, warm.
Love every so often makes you sit back and ask yourself, “What the hell am I doing?” lol
Who am I?
What do I want?
Who is this person?
What do THEY want? From me? From life?
Are they my happily ever after?
Let’s be real, who doesn’t want a happily ever after?
Where they chase you down and confess their love when you try to run away.
In their confession, they tell you every little detail of who you are and all the things they love about you.
Things you never even thought they noticed…
It’s not wrong for us to grow up fantasizing about all of that. That’s what we were programmed to believe “true love” is.
We’re all searching for our true love.
I don’t even know if I’m qualified to be giving this advice considering I’m single AF. Pero, imma do it anyway lol.
I am not here to tell you who that person is, because everyone’s ideal true love is completely different from one another.
BUT, what I can tell you is, you won’t need to try.
They will get along with your family, without your meddling. If not, that has to be something you’re truly okay with.
The thought of them will bring the cheesiest smile to your face because they’re always associated with good times.
You will believe in the same things, if not RESPECT each other’s beliefs.
All boundaries will be honored without a fight. If there is a fight… Babyyy, kiss that hoe ba-bye. They do not respect you.
They will inspire you; push you (gently or rough, whatever you like lol).
Intentions will never be in question because they will always be clear.
There won’t be a thing you would change about them or the circumstances, because it just fits like a glove.
The energy will always be constructive and encouraging never dull and dismissive.
You will never feel alone because their reliability speaks for itself.
Efforts WILL be made, not just when it’s convenient for them, but always.
Lastly… you will never have to beg for their love. If they want to, they will. Actions tell you everything you need to know.
There will be no “fixing”.
No expectations.
Just PURE happiness.
Not the kind you have to constantly convince yourself of.
Not the fantasy you dream.
But what is RIGHT in front of you.
If you can look at them and see the rest of your valuable life with them; geeked out the whole way through…
That’s the one.
